Today truly is the day that the LORD has made. Since I was a small child I have vivid memories of being treated at the dentist's office at 1:00 in the morning...this was in Idaho. I have had a hard life,I also realize that everyone has had a hard life,but if I can I would like to tell you all about it. I spent my working career as a CNA, EMT, Physical Therapy Tech., Basic life support and CPR Instructor, and a Broadcast Account Coordinator. I became disabled in the year 2000-2001. I have saved hundreds of lives in my medical career, literally. When I was 13 or 14 y/old I was picked to represent the State of Montana in the Nabisco and Seventeen Magazine "Now you're Cooking Competition." I got 2nd place and this was in New York city, specifically upstate a the Culinary Institute of America. I had never flown before, needless to say it was an all expense paid trip. Through the years of abuse I went through from my Grandma, I vowed to be the son that would break the cycle of abuse that I had to endure. I grew up with her and not once did she take me to the doctor or the dentist. In 2004 I was sexually assaulted by another man! I am a survivor now, not to mention the man who stabbed me 13 times in January of 2010. I have been through so much therapy for PTSD and Major Depression, and to sum it up I SURVIVED. Please someone out there in the wide world of Earth, Please HELP me. GOD has delivered me through the darkness of the past into the LIGHT of salvation